Friends are like bras....they are close to your heart and there for support
Yep, that quote may be a little inappropriate, but it's the truth!
I had a really hard time sleeping last night, thinking about the "what ifs". I thought the "what ifs" thoughts were over. But, reality struck again and they are back. What is she changes her mind? What if....
So, what does one do that had a hard time sleeping...you go to work with70 undecorated cupcakes and you and your friend continue decorating them! Poor Maridee, not only did she so graciously help me decorate all these cupcakes, but she sat and listened to my "what ifs" and the whole story from my chat with Sarah last night. But, I must say, we got the cupcakes done and they are so cute! We are delivering this last batch to referring dentist tomorrow...the 1st 80 cupcakes went out yesterday!
I did email our adoption advisor, Mary, this morning and asked her opinion on everything - and then I had to send her pictures of our celebrity sightings while we were out in California for my birthday! (We can't be serious 100% of the time...sometime we have to talk about reality TV!) She was very quick to get back to me (I think she could sense the anxiety in my voice) and she reassured me that a lot of doctors are against adoption and try to talk the birth moms into doing it themselves - this is another reason why birth moms don't make it to all their appointments - and rightly so. Now I get it! She said she is going to speak with Sarah again today, but she still feels that adoption is her only option! She said I should feel good that she talked to me about what the social worker said! So, again, we just wait....decorate cupcakes...and order a diaper bag...hoping all works out!
Lisa Vanderpump from The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills and
Vanderpump Rules
Tom Sandoval from Vanderpump Rules (all on BravoTV! :-) )
