Life is like a camera....FOCUS on what's important, CAPTURE the good times, DEVELOP from the negatives, and if things don't work out TAKE ANOTHER SHOT!
Life has been pretty uneventful these last few weeks.
Aysoni is still not communicating as much as she was in the beginning, but everything is still going as planned. So we will see how this all turns out!
She did tell me that they have scheduled an induction date for her because they think the baby is getting too big. She is scheduled to be induced March 26, 2014. ONE. WEEK. AWAY.
I have A LOT of anxiety now, for several reasons! The first is obvious! Second, this date is also Tre's birthday and the fact that we will be 45 minutes away from him on his birthday and possibly not get to see him is killing me! This will be the first time in 19 years I haven't spent a birthday with him! Secondly, we will be leaving Taylen behind and the thought of not seeing him for possibly 2 weeks is killing me! Thirdly, the thought of staying in a hotel for 2 weeks with a newborn baby in a forgien town is cause enough for anxiety!
We have purchased our airline tickets already. I will be leaving March 25th and Greg will follow on the morning of the 26th. We fly in and out of Orlando so we will need to get rental cars and drive to Tampa. (Which reminds me, I need to do that!) Greg will be coming home on the 29th so he can start back to work on the 31st. I have a tentative return date of April 1st. IF this doesn't work out, Greg and I will spend time with Tre' and some time to relax after these month of stress! IF it does work out, I will probably not be able to come home until at least April 10th, so I will just extend my ticket! I will be staying in a Disney Resort, so it can't be all that bad!
I have gone through the suite case multiple times just to make sure we have everything we may need. We aren't taking a car seat/stroller down there, because how devastating would it be to have to bring it home empty?! So, we will buy those things when we get down there! Taylen and I did put together our Mama-Roo (an AWESOME gift from our friends Brad and Heather) just to make it seem like SOMETHING was ready!
If this baby is born on March 26th, she can't sign her rights over until she is medically discharged OR 48 hrs...whichever comes first. So, by March 28th, we should know if the baby is ours or not! Please pray for a good outcome for everyone!!!
The next time I blog will be the big day......
